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I love u


Sunday, September 27, 2009
You



Looking out of the window
while doing my school work
wondering wat r u doing at
the very moment

R u having fun
R u outside
R u also studying
Or r u also thinking of someone

Im here listening to songs tat
bring me back to memories of u

It is taking control
Saturday, September 26, 2009
Songs



This few song lyrics keep ringing in my head
some of it is wat i want to tell u

Crush by David Archuleta:
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

This crush ain't going away-ay-ay

A little too not over you by David Archuleta:
Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you, not over you

Good girls go bad by Cobra Starship:
You make me wanna lose control

Why do i love you by DJ Bounce:
Suddenly the
Promise of love has gone
Suddenly
Breathing seems so hard to do

Ain't gonna show no
Weakness
I'm gonna smile
And tell the whole world I'm fine
I'm gonna keep my senses
But deep down
When no one can hear me
Baby I'll be crying for you

I can think of nothing else but you

Doing too much by Paula Deanda:
See you got me all alone, waitin' right here by the phone
For you to call me, just to here your voice tone
I keep on wondering if you was even, feeling me
I keep on wondering if this was even meant to be

All I can picture is the color of your eyes
And the way you make me smile, I ain't felt this in a while
But I came to a conclusion that this is pure illusion
Chaos and confusion but I'm not gonna let it ruin

Sometimes I wonder if I'm just chasing a fantasy

I'm only me when i'm with you by Taylor Swift:
I don't wanna live without you

I'm only up when you're not down
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground
It's like no matter what I do
Well you drive me crazy half the time
the other half I'm only trying to let you know that what I feel is true

How can i not love you by Joy Enriquez:
How can I not love you
What do I tell my heart
When do I not want you here in my arms
How does one walks away
From all of the memories
How do I not miss you when you are gone

Cannot dream, cannot share sweet and tender moments
Cannot feel how we feel, must pretend its over
Must be brave and we must go on

Just so you know by Jesse McCartney:
And i dont know how to be fine when i'm not
Cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop

Just so you know
This feelings takin control
Of me and i can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let him win now
Though you should know
I've tryed my best to let go of you
But i don't want to

If you're not the one by Daniel Bedingfield:
I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you, then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you, then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me, then why does this distance name my life?

I hope I love you all my life

'Cause I love you whether it's wrong or right

When there was me & you by HSM:
I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth

Now I know your not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I can tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Cause I liked the view

It just keep coming back
Friday, September 25, 2009
Weird day



Was feeling super tired today
cant seem to keep my eyes open
lots of hw for this weekend
wondering how m i going to
complete it

Was thinking of u again but
in a negative way which make
me think is it possible to
carry out wat i decided
yesterday

Haix

So much in mind
Thursday, September 24, 2009
Decided



Maybe becauze of the anime
i decided to nt forget him
if the feeling is to fade
one day i will be ok wif it

Becauze at least i tried and
the feeling go away naturally
but idk how long will this last

I want make cookie for him
Monday, September 21, 2009
How



The day was quite fun and all
until:
I saw someone tat look like u
Saw a shirt tat u seem to have
Listen to the song good girls
go bad and think of u

U noe wat
i cant do it k
i dont noe how am i going to
be able to forget
its totally impossible

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, LEE YING!

I dont noe how to do this
Saturday, September 19, 2009
You



U just keep appearing in
my mind more than usual
and more often

I wish it can stop so it
makes things easier for
me

But its seem it is close
to impossible to even try
doing wat im doing nw

I really hope everything
will go back to normal
soon

But i noe it would nvr be
like be4 anymore there is
sure to have a mark

A mark tat only i can c

Memories keep going through my mind
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Is it possible



I didnt expect this to happen
y must it be nw

Thoughts keep going through
my head making me want to do
things i usually avoid
idk wat is going on

The dream i had two nights
be4 seem like a nightmare
nw

Must i go through all this
again like be4 becauze this
time im really left hanging

Murder me
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Wat i get



This is wat my sis said
when we at the IT fair:

U want the stars, u get the stars
U want the moon, u get the moon

It set me thinking i
really do get wat i
want nt everything of
cos

It somehow make me feel
bad becauze im already
spending alot of my mum
money mostly cause of
tuitions & figure skate

Still she bought me a
netbook & also hard
disc

Hoping u will come back soon
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
Wishes

wishes Pictures, Images and Photos

Wanted to wish him happy
birthday at 12 sharp but
got into a arguement wif
him just to borrow his
laptop

I already feel like
crying be4 it nw feel
like going under block to
punch wall or throw things
but i totally cant go out

Going crazy already and
none of my friends pick up
my call or reply my msg

Finally jeren reply me
he calm me down of cos
and after tat i was
happier

In early morning me and
agnes also chat on hp so
funny la

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U! <3
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
Wats wrong & close

Crying Pictures, Images and Photos

Y did i feel like crying
y did i feel like drinking
y m i feeling this way
wth is wrong again

Nw is early morning 2.12am
just came back from coffee
shop me and cousins they all
went down for supper i didnt
get anything but i daze off

Thinking of u again

emo Pictures, Images and Photos

It was so close to happening
like wat the tv often shows
luckily i didnt choose to
look up

I was able to control myself
from falling though i needed
some help from him

Who noes wat will happen if i
didnt do any of this i would
have remember the past though
nw i slightly m already

Trying nt to think abt tat quiz result
Sunday, September 6, 2009
Miss

Photobucket

I suddenly miss him alot
wondering when can i c
him again been talking
alot abt him to my mum
too

His birthday is coming
wonder how he is going to
spend it there hope he is
going to have a wonderful
day

Thinking of u can make me go crazy
Get it straight
* Do not spam
* Do not rip anything off
* Never make me piss/angry or i become vulgar

The lady ♥
Belinda
I'm a idiot when it comes to love
Belinda Yeoh
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Belinda & Jason
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Marcos & Belinda
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Have my own skates
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Do my very own blogskin
Get good grades for O & N level
For my surrounding people to be happy
Be able to play pool with him
Have more Kuromi things

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